It's almost 4pm here, sat on the sofa waiting for Lola to get home from school, and waiting to take Baya to her gym class in twenty minutes time. Beastie is busy playing Duplo by my feet, and I can…
Year: 2017
I've been filling my evenings with books lately, there's the occasional evening where I binge on some Gilmore Girls {as I'm massively late to that party and only just got to season three!}, but for the most part I've been reading.…
I'm a little late to posting this, as last week was the first Monday of the month.But better late than never, and I needed last week to get myself ready to even think about a new year let alone doing…
Everything you need, your courage, strength, compassion and love; everything you need is already within you. 3am. It's dark, cold and oh so quiet. In a house which is so full of life all day long, this silence is deafening.…
Sitting on the doorstep, watching the sun slowly rise over my garden, listening to the morning sounds of a world waking up. I've a giant mug of coffee and a cigarette. Trying to crush the feeling of hopelessness in my…
I've gotten used to looking at the world from below. Curled in a ball on the floor, tears streaming, breath coming in fits. There have been so many nights spent on the floor. Trying to hold on. To breath. To…
TWO!!! I have no idea how that happened! It feels like five minutes since I announced his arrival. These two years have been a whirlwind, but he's slotted into our family as though he's always been here - he filled…
{be.gin} perform or undergo the first part of (an action or activity) It's been a few years since I intentionally chose a guiding word for the year. Somewhere amongst the last two years, it fell by the wayside - I…
2016 This will go down as the year that broke me, brought me to my knees. Showed me heartbreak like I could never imagine, and took me to the darkest depths of my mind. The year I learnt that no…
2016. What can I say?! It seems it's been a year that's been unkind to so many. In truth, the first eight months for us were good as a whole... it was just the last four months that weren't so…