Dear Bean – Week Thirty Four

Dear Bean

Another week down… still feeling pretty OK. I’m tired and achey, but that’s to be expected. I’m feeling fairly good, sleeping OK, Bean is very wriggly still. I’m trying to get the last bits organised, a ‘hospital bag’ packed {even though I’m planning another home birth, I always have a bag of essentials packed just in case and it also makes it easier if everything is to hand even if we’re at home}.

I’m planning a post on homebirth soon, a why I choose them and what you need. I’m feeling one part ready to have this baby and one part terrified how I’m going to cope with a newborn and four other kiddos alone. Gulp.

Beastie is very excited for baby –  he loves looking at the pregnancy app I have on my phone to see how big the baby is and asks constantly how long until he is here.

I’m trying to make the most of these last few weeks with my four kiddos, rather than worry about what the future will bring. Easier said than done some days though!